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wow i have not been on here in forever this is fun! |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2006|04:26 pm] |
that is right i am back in the states. throw a party because all i want to do is go home. i realize that i no longer belong in the us. i realize how mugh i love israel. and that i dont want to be here any more
i will be back in texas at the end of june i have a cell so call it 723)550-4959 |
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| 10 days left. |
[May. 19th, 2006|07:12 pm] |
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so this is my first friends only entry since i have been to israel, because i dont want my parents and grandparents to find out how much leaving israel is going to break my heart.
that being said here we go:
so for the first time ever i am going to admit that ben is my boyfriend
for the first time in a long time i feel as though i truely care about someone. and they time that we have spent together really means something to me. and yes we have not been together for a long time. but the way our relationship is going to end is going to be the hardest thing i will ever have to do. getting on a plane and knowing that your relationship is ending not because you want it to and not because something is wrong with your relationship but just because you can not be that far away from each other. it kills me.i am going to have to get on a plane in ten days and maybe never see him again. with all my heart i hope that is not true but it could quiet possible be.i am going to have to leave him in the israel airport and just move on. i have not told him how this is going to kill me. he seemed equaly as upset when we were talking about it yesterday. but he brings out this side of me this happiness that i have never seen in myself. i smile so much and through him i have learned so much about myself. and it just kills me that this amazing experience i have had this once in a life time opportunity that i have had is coming to an end and i feel like i have taken so much of it for granted. i have not explored as much of this country as i should have. i have not explored as much about myself as i should have. but in so many ways i feel so complete. i love this country so much and i love who i am when i am here. i am missing him holding me already.
i am sorry guys just get ready for alot of pictures and crying entries
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[May. 9th, 2006|05:15 pm] |
here are just some funny pictures of me and ben when we went out the other night.
no we dont dress like this all the time. but the majority of it. it was just one of those nights we felt like being weird
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[May. 8th, 2006|06:24 pm] |
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for the first time in a long time i am truely happy where i am |
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| so 29 days |
[May. 1st, 2006|12:49 pm] |
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man i dont know what to say i have no idea what to do with myself right now. on one hand i want to cry and on the other i want to jump up and down. there are lots of pictures i need to put in here but really i probably never will because i am just generaly down |
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[Apr. 26th, 2006|08:43 pm] |
so things here have been really crazy lately. my trip to eilat was amazing! i went to tel aviv with some friends and had a really good time. i meet some really cool people on my program recently and have been hanging out with them. . we are going out here all the time and seeing jerusalem i am really having alot of fun. this weekend i am going to the north with a couple of friends. it should be alot of fun
school has been good my hebrew is getting to be really good.
mid terms are all turned in so the stress of that is off. my classes are at the point were they are really starting to interest me and i really want to learn more about my judaism.
i really like what i have learned so far.
so there is alot more stuff i have to update but this is not the time i am putting off writting a prayer book
p.s. if you want me to get you anything to bring home let me know i am sending a box home this week. |
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[Apr. 17th, 2006|05:50 pm] |
here is just a funny action shot i thought should be shared with the rest of the work it is me caught in the action of being me
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[Apr. 10th, 2006|10:24 pm] |
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i dont think i have ever missed home as much as i do right now. |
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[Apr. 8th, 2006|01:14 pm] |
so i dont know what is it but something in the air here is really cool.i know it is getting really close to passover stuff and i still get a kick out of all the passover matzos in the grocery store here i mean i know it should not be funny but i mean it kind of is. i miss home.
i miss people from home i feel so disconnected right now. i mean i used to love going to school and seeing all the jewish kids eating matzo. and we were all different. but here if you are eating bread you are the weird kid.
as happy as i am right now it is also lonely, i dont have a family here to have sedar with and i mean it is not till you are away from home till you realize how much you miss them.
but i realized yesterday i am really having fun living here in jerusalem. and i mean i feel like i am really starting to open up and enjoy the people in my program here. yeah i know way to go rachel there are only two months left but you know i will carry this with me for forever. i really like it here and i am going to be so sad when it is over.
me and my room mate
a picture of me looking over a mountain into egypt
some goats we saw when hiking |
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[Apr. 5th, 2006|01:22 pm] |
well alot has been going on here in jerusalem. i love it here. i mean just in israel. i think i am honestly having the most fun now. i mean yeah classes suck but i love the dorm room enviroment.
i went on a hike in eilat (for those dont know eilat is the southern most point of israel.) It was so much fun.
and next week during passover we are going to eilat again to be near egypt. i mean it is crazy that i can stand on one side of a mountain and look over and there is africa.
i have lots of pictures i promise promise to post them later
but for now back to studying for mid terms |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2006|11:28 am] |
since living in israel my view on alot of things has changed. one of them being my view on the arab/ israeli conflict. and you can call me inhumane what ever but dont try to tell me i am wrong living here and being close enough to hear a "suicide bombing". spending ten days here and watching the news is not enough
so my question is...
they have recently said that bird flu has been found in gaza. should i feel bad? |
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[Mar. 9th, 2006|12:40 pm] |
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so everything is israel is good i am living in the new riklis it is really cool but it kind of sucks to be the first people in here. second my classes are really hard but it is really cool all of my teachers are amazing. specialy my hebrew teacher my problem is i am not confident in the way i speak and with her and uri breathing down my neck i am getting alot better any who so yeah i will update with pictures soon |
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[Feb. 28th, 2006|06:20 pm] |
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i am making aliyah!!!!! summer 2006!!!!!! |
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[Feb. 5th, 2006|06:39 pm] |
so as promised i am finally putting pictures from work in my journal these are not all of them.
but they are as follows......
alma this is the mother tiger
this is oz one of her two cubs
this is osma her daugter
this is vashti the leopard
this is the male puma
basa and tango
this is mango
his mom and sister (sister left bebet and mother right michal)
boo another daughter
this is stella one of our racoons that was raised by humans.
the male honey badger
the mother coati and her babies
and this is a male african elephant we have the biggest elephant in the world that is in captivity
and this is uri
and this is the baby elephant born last week
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| JESSICA FAERMAN READ THIS |
[Jan. 18th, 2006|10:47 pm] |
so things here have been very hard lately. i have been sick alot. and although i love working at the safari it is at the point where it is just starting to not be fun any more. i wake up at five o'clock in the morning and i am soaking wet and cold by seven i am just rolling through things right now
so at the safari... the safari is in ramat gan it is a city right next to tel aviv. i work in the predator section so i work with the
bears, tigers, leopards, lynx, puma, racoons, fenex, sand cat, coatim, honey badgers, alpaca, nandu, some animal with a t that is like half pig half elephant it is gross, a bird that is related to the ostridge, african wild dogs, hyennas, and israeli wolves.
it is really cool dexcept for i work with the carnivores so i deal with alot of dead animals and meat. i liek working there alot but i mean every thing in my life seems to kind of be on a weird bump right now
JESS I JUST GOT YOUR LETTER TONIGHT I WILL RIGHT YOU BACK AS SOON AS I CAN ( I FOUND A REALLY COOL POSTCARD I WROTE YOUR LETTER ON. I AM MAILING IT TO THE ADRESS THAT WAS ON YOUR LETTER TO ME.)
It means so much to me that you wrote.
any who there is nothing else really going on here
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[Jan. 7th, 2006|12:15 pm] |
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so things in the hotel kind of suck. i am really sick and the debate on what i have is still going on. my roomate is well a roomate......... yeah. any way i promise a huge long entry on working in the safari and every thing soon! |
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[Dec. 28th, 2005|12:53 pm] |
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I'M MOVING TO A HOTEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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